Thursday, September 15, 2011

I am changed!


I feel
I am a changed person now.
why…how…but…
my lots of questions have changed into
‘so what?’!

The thing is
I’ve to accept people as they are
with a smile
or
a pinch of salt.
choice is mine
so it’s better to choose
‘a smile’!

The fact is
whatever happens
just happens
because it’s bound to happen.
so no one is at fault
only
'Lack of awareness'
is responsible for every situation!

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

ek aur naya sapna...



सपना  देखते  देखते 
आज  एक  और
नया  सपना  देखने  लगा  है  मन
सही  या  गलत
अच्छा  या बुरा  
होगा  मेरे  लिए
नहीं  मालूम
पर आज
फिर से 
एक और 
नया सपना देखने लगा है मन!!!


Thursday, August 18, 2011

I want to be a part of the Change!


Everybody was looking at us. Somebody gave us a surprise look while somebody gave an innocent smile. Somebody was so motivated that they just joined us at the moment while somebody made us realized their support by saying ‘Vande Matram’ with us. Wow! A common man is in support of a common man when it is matter of our Nation!

Sharp at 9:00 am, I got a call from my sister yesterday. ‘Be careful while going office, Anna Hazarre has been arrested early in the morning. Spontaneous protests have been broken out in different parts of Delhi in against of it. So it’s better to opt metro route as you may face heavy traffic jam’ she said. I immediately said ‘hmmm you are right, I’ll do that.'' And, I just hung up the phone as I was getting late’.

‘What am I doing here?’ ‘What can I do now?’ ‘Can’t I go there to support him?’ I was so occupied with these kinds of questions while moving from hostel to bus stop. I was also thinking to go by metro...but why should I take metro route???...just to avoid traffic jam... there is a 74 years old man who is on indefinite fast for us only and we are thinking like this :(

Anyways, now I was in the bus and soon all my questions were converted into one question ‘How can I participate in this movement?’ Because I wanted to be a part of the Change.

In office I was not so much busy. Just routine work so the thought was in my mind the whole day ‘how can I participate?’ Suddenly in the evening I got a message from my Art of Living teacher ‘Come and join us. Today we all shall assemble in white dress at…for peaceful candle march to support Annaji” Aah! I got the way :)

I didn’t wait for my chartered bus even and caught a DTC bus to reach there on time.

At 6:30 pm we were around ten people there holding banners and posters quoting ‘Art of living supports India against corruption’. As I held the banner I saw my chartered bus on the road. At first I tried to ignore as everybody was there who knew me very well but all of sudden my heart says ‘why to ignore?’ And, within one second I looked at them and smiled with a new confidence because I was doing for what I was craving for long. Wow! what a great feeling it was...

Now we all were raising slogans like ‘Anna tum sangharsh karo, hum tumhare sath hai’ , ‘Vande Matram’, ‘paas karo, paas karo, Jan Lokpal bill paas karo’.

I surprised to see public reactions. People literally stopped their vehicles and supported us with their gestures. Whatever we were sloganeering, the words automatically were coming out from their mouths also.

We were accompanied by 4-5 police officers and some traffic police. They were very kind to us. They politely told us ‘Do what you want to do but it must be peaceful. No traffic jam. No misleading slogans. No violence etc’. They were right in their point of view because now we were around 150 people on the road carrying candles in hands.

This time the experience was different for me. I observed others' reactions also. Last time in April when Annaji intiated the movement against corruption and raised his voice for demanding Jan Lokpal, then also I participated in silent candle march from India Gate to Jantar-Mantar. But that was my first ever experience of doing something for me and my country. Then I felt my reactions only but yesterday I felt the common man's anger and passion too...


Monday, August 8, 2011

Celebrated Friendship Day!


Continuous four hours on phone (11:45 pm to 3:45am)…with my sweet friend…
first narajgi…then sweet comments…gup-shup… sharing new experiences of
life...fir kuch dil ki batein…kuch serious discussions...and then ended with a
pakka plan to meet soon…aah! that's my Sunday! A conversation full of almost every
emotion without realizing it was International Friendship Day :)

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

A phone call!


It’s 27th July!

So anything special in this?

Nothing as such, but suddenly one of my friends made me realized it’s 27th July ;)

Early in the morning he just called me up and asked me like ‘What are you doing now-a-days?’ And, the most important question: it’s been long. Almost one year since we talked about this…so what have you done so far?

I just avoided the topic...I was not able to recall what he was talking about...ahem! ahem! here my presence of mind worked and you know I talked to him for approximately fifteen minutes. 

But

the question still remains in my mind!

What I have done so far? Especially between 27th July 2010 and 27th July 2011.

Well, what should I say?

Things just happened neither by chance nor by choice. Some were just wow while some were awful!

Anyways, that’s a part of life but you know what matters for me the most after evaluating the whole previous year…I had a new experience! :)

Yes! It was entirely new for me and I enjoyed every bit of it. Thanks to dear life!

Well, now I should arrange the things for which I am always interested to do…

like improvement in my current job profile. Honestly speaking I am grateful for my work. It’s very part of my identity and I love most of it. Still there is something which is incomplete...lots of things I have to do...hmm lots of things...

And undoubtedly, there are some other things… I do some...but for some I still crave for like travelling new and different places, driving brand new cars, cooking perfectly, watching lots of movies, reading a lot, playing some music instrument, painting and last but not least yoga plus meditation.

You won't believe that the last word of my last sentence has touched my heart. Thanks to Art of Living! Some days back I joined it. And, I am loving it!

Now, let's see when will I say like Shilpa Shetty 'the secret of my beautiful figure is Yoga'  ;)

Friday, July 15, 2011

Enough is Enough!

Literally it was my fifth round. As usual I was hopeful this time my work would be done definitely. But once again I was proved wrong. Again adverse situation was in front of me. And, that was a very right time to burst out on the person. But you know what I did. I just took a firm decision that I won’t come here again. And it took hardly 2 seconds to decide this. Of course I dedicated three words ‘Go to hell’ to the person but unfortunately that didn’t come out of my mouth at the moment :)

No irritation. No frustration and no regrets even. But on the way I was thinking why I took decision in a hurry (‘hurry’ c’mon Shveta! Enough is enough! It’s your 5th trip to this place. After all there should be a limit to patiently waiting for something)

Anyways! I had to do my work at any cost. So I did it, but, in a new and different manner. I was very happy to do this because for so long I was procrastinating to do this new thing.

Lesson: Whenever you meet adverse situations, don’t lose heart. You are going to learn something new. Yeahhhhhhhhhhh!

Friday, July 1, 2011

apne hi to hai sapne...


Band ho ya khuli...
aakhon ko aadat si ho gayi hai...sapne dekhne ki

nadaan hai, nahi janti
mjaak bnate hai sabhi uske chote-chote sapno ka
hamesha paldha bhari hi rahta hai sabki badi-badi bato ka

waise to
kasur nahi unka bhi
kyonki sapne hamare hai, unke nahi
kaise paehchaan payenge wo inke rango ki sachchai ko
jab tak mehsus nahi karenge, khud apne sapno ki gaehrai ko

dekho na
aaj apna hi to hai
kal tak tha jo ek asambhav sapna
fir kyo na mein dekhu pura hote hue
apna ek aur adhur sapna :)

एक प्यारा सा बदलाव :) दिन बदला, साल बदला बदला हर मौसम भी, फिर भी अपना प्यार न बदला जबकि बदले कुछ तुम भी और कुछ हम भी ये भी एक सच है इ...